Chinese New Year wasn’t as exciting as last year’s. With grandma not feeling well and making lots of trips down to the hospital to keep her company, this year’s chinese new year had being quite a tough and exhausting one and also quite a remembrance down the road. Even though i know praying for her recovery at this point is hard and unrealistic given her condition now.. Still a prayer to help ease her painful sufferings will be the best thing to do now.. And for us to go with the Lord’s will is indeed a difficult choice.. But we all know deep down in our hearts.. We will have to acknowledge the fact if God decides to bring her back one day.